One more week to go...gonna say byez to my sweet time...school reopens.. Im wondering if there's anyone facing a dilemma like me now... very excited, wanna meet friends in school, wanna share lotsa topics with buddies but.....in the other hand, i'll definitely wanna enjoy my holidays some more....moreover, holiday homeworks are not done.. how am i going to finish it.. i wonder...haiz.. no ways..i guess...must get it done at last....

this year's x'mas...how can i explain..hmm... perhaps, only one word can reveal my feelings, BOREDOM..
i've never been so boring for x'mas eve night...and i don't think i wanna have such feelings anymore...

today is friday, which means 1 more day to go, bro is leaving for NS ad..but till now, i didn't get any news that he is back from KL..i wonder if he is still not back in ipoh to get everything ready.. he said NS will be fun.. (really?? i dont think so..)

*can i request to extend the school holidays... i really wanna... sleep...zzzzzzzzz...ha ha..lolx.. and to enjoy some movies as in next year will be even tougher than ever...SPM year.. got to work hard starting from now. but will i actually do so????nah...i think........ hmm.... its easy to be say..but its not easy to be done.. i think .... i'll just... try my best larr... gotta enjoy life also wert...

gotta go.. nitez everyone..=)

Holidays juz started...hmmm...got lotsa stuffs to do..although its tiring, its fun..i prefer to be busy like now rather than like laz time..so boring staying at home alone with my mum doing ntg coz im sick..health is better now so i have to resume into my normal life..juz got back along with friends & feels a bit like....erm...perhaps..stranger??but many of them help me a lot..giving me support..they r good...thx to them..

don wanna lose frens which treats me truly..they mean a lot to me..that is why i will appreciate evytink that i have coz not evyone is given the same good chance and living peacefully..

*hope that the victims in Szechuan will receive more help from others...feel so sorry 4 them..so sad..

 

Feeling bad now..hate this kind of feelings.. What should i do.. I shouldn't just stop here and get ended up just like this.. I dont know how to explain it or even express my feelings..

I just feel very bad that I cant even shout out or cry out.. Who can I tell bout my secrets?No one that i can trust. They can be a good listener.. but definitely not a good secret keeper..

Hope that sadness will just dissapear asap as time goes by. I dont wanna stay in this trap. Thx for a good friend that have been accompanying me throughout the long night as i cant sleep. Thanks! *Hope that you read this and accept my appreciation. *